My mom has had to go through surgery, unexpectedly. Something has gone worng, just like it happened to me in these precise days, 5 years ago. Unexpectedly... damn, I feel so bad. Feel like I'm losing her, like there's some force that wants to take her away. It's becoming quite difficult to me to talk about this, because it's like a deja vu... she's going through almost what happened to me...but how can I explain her the situation? How are we suppossed to deal with her new "body"? Her new scars, that bag she's gonna have for months... it's harder than I expected, harder because I have to go to right the same place where I was when I was about to die, harder cause I don't want anyone to suffer, specially her.

And harder cause this was terribly unexpected...

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